I just realized... I only have...4 months ish left until I get to go experience life on my own. Aka..college!!! I haven't really thought about it much considering that everything else like work, my current classes, trying to get into college, and family have consumed every minute of my time.

I am so excited! I always wondered when i was little what it would be like to finally graduate. Indeed i'll be upset when its time to say bye to all of my friends and teachers and all that, but seriously...I am so looking forward to living how I want to live. No more cleaning up after everyone in my house. No more listening to the annoying ppl boss me around at the gym. No more having to deal with little siblings demanding my constant attention. Don't get me wrong, I love my current life, and everyone in it, buuut its time for me to live my life for me :) I also realized that I am much more capable than I give myself credit for. I need to stop doubting myself, if something doesn't happen, there's a reason for it. Usually meaning i need to step it up.

Ah well i just needed to get that out because this is all happening so fast. If it seemed at all that im unhappy in life now, im not at all. Sure there's a few setbacks here and there, but all in all, those setbacks dont even matter.

PS Hi brian!!! It's almost valentine's day, and i just want you to know, that it's impossible to think of what the hell to do/get you. Even with all the damn ideas i have, you're impossible to please haha.

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