Well for starters...

I'm so sick of school. I'm falling so far behind, I'm almost to the point wherreee i just wanna forget it. It's always one thing right after another, and I just can't catch a break. Kids my age always hold down steady jobs, well kinda, and manage school at the same time, why is it so damn difficult for me? Probably becuase I sit here and rant about this stupid crap when I should be studying for my civics and math test, buuut I can't even focus.

I hate that, I wake up at 5am every morning, go to school until 2:05, eat lunch at home and take my siter home after school, then I get in the car and drive to work at 3:30, then push little kids around all day, or granting david (my boss) his every wish. I purposely try to get my stuff done by seven so I can go home at a somewhat-decent hour and finish my stupid homework, but then David, tracks me down as I'm trying ot leave and asks me to take his night class, on a daily freaking basis. He always puts me in those positions where I can't really say no. He asks me about two seconds before the class starts so I have no other damn choice. Then, I deal with his nightclass, which sometimes I love because I love the kids in that class, but I can't manage my own life, let alone, his damn gym. I never get out of there before 830, and I get home at like 9, then eat "dinner" then I do my homework til the crack of dawn, then I wake up four hours later to start the same, stupid, vicious cycle. It would be different if I didnt have to start work until lilke 5 or 6 and have some downtime BEFORE work to finish homework, but I can't even do that.

I need to take a break from life. Only three weeks until we move, and only three weeks until spring break. Maybe that'll be what I need. Either way, I know I need to accomplish everything on mY HUGE list of priorities. I am so looking forward to quitting this job and getting out of high shcool.

On a lighter note, I get to sleep in. Thank you jesus.

Aww you can catch up with them, don't worry. As long as you don't give you, you will. I hope I have spring break too but unlucky me the next time I have holidays is after I graduate in June.
» Nuttz on 2008-03-12 07:27:06

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